Easy money. Desperation. Confusion.

It’s a dangerous mix according to YouTube star Calum McSwiggan, who has just admitted he filmed bareback gay porn when he was 19.

‘The bills were coming in fast and I had to pay the rent. That’s when the opportunity to do webcam shows with two friends came up,’ he said.

‘I didn’t want my parents to find out because I didn’t want them to be ashamed of me and I didn’t want them to blame themselves, but nobody is at fault here but myself.’

Calum speaks candidly about the experience and how it has affected his life. Watch below: